What I Need To Work On

Denial - I am not an alcoholic. I can control this thing!
Yeah, sure. But why would I need to control something if I didn't have a problem with it?!

My higher power - I've got a real problem with God (see previous post).
The only higher power I connect with is Michael Schenker.
Great! My higher power is just as fucked up as I am....

Trust - My addiction has taught me over and over to trust NO ONE!
The people in the program can't help me if I don't trust them

So sorry that this is becoming "the recovery blog."
It's just where I'm at right now...