Waiting On Parole
This is how I feel. My injury has me feeling as though I am in prison. For many reasons my physical contact with others is limited. I am seldom able to leave the confines of these three rooms in which I am trapped.(Only once in the past four weeks, to visit the doctor). I cannot get food or drink for myself. I cannot bathe normally. I am so damned dependent on others.
Quite frankly, this sucks!
At midnight I will have served half of my sentence, as of February 20 my parole officer (doctor) assures me that I will be set free.
I wonder if I can survive another month like this with my sanity intact...
I long for something to numb this helpless emptiness that I feel
I LONG FOR ALCOHOL, DAMMIT!!!
Quite frankly, this sucks!
At midnight I will have served half of my sentence, as of February 20 my parole officer (doctor) assures me that I will be set free.
I wonder if I can survive another month like this with my sanity intact...
I long for something to numb this helpless emptiness that I feel
I LONG FOR ALCOHOL, DAMMIT!!!
3 Comments:
How is being smoke-free going?
I'll put it this way, after I get that alcohol, I WANT A FREAKING CIGARETTE!!!!
Sounds downright horrible! I feel for you, whatever it is that has you locked up. Sucks! Hope you get sprung soon.
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