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GUITARS ARE LIKE SEX...

That's why I love Michael Schenker!

Friday, March 09, 2007

The Addiction Thing

I do not deny that I am an alcoholic. I know it. I accept the fact.
I've done the 12 step thing. In some ways it made me feel a lot better. I probably could use a meeting or two (or three) right now...

The fact is that I just don't want to be hypocritical. Meetings, staying sober, it's all good, but it doesn't make me numb (emotionally). Right now, numb is what I feel that I need...
Add to that the fact that I have serious doubts about my higher power and what it is...

I know there is a nice deep bottom waiting out there for me somewhere. I haven't hit it, YET!
I'm keeping it fairly under control.
Besides, I don't feel like being a tea-totalling freak of nature right now.

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