Angry With God

It's not often that I post something so personal here, but I had some news this morning that really upset me. Now, I don't question the existence of a power greater than myself, God as so many like to call it, but I am convinced that this God is a sick, twisted being...

The news that I got was that a former co-worker has passed away recently. His name was Damon. He was a sweet, funny guy. I don't know a single person who could've said a word against him. He knew how to make people smile. He was only 42...


And just how did this dear young man die?
A brain tumor, much like what "the estranged one" had, and that bastard is alive and well.

It makes me sick that a sweet guy like Damon is gone, but that idiot that I had the misfortune of marrying lives on;
he loves his children in words only,
he doesn't support us at all,
he won't let go of a long dead relationship,
he derives joy from killing beautiful innocent creatures
(yeah, he hunts)
and he lives on.

It's just so fucking unfair!!!

If I am struck down by lightning, you'll all know why...

A wise old friend of mine once told me that if I'm angry with God I should let him know, so I'm telling him right now:

I'm fucking pissed!

* dodges lighting bolt *